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kitten as many know has been in a few of the social sites on the internet, some better than others and that is why she is telling you all about a new site she has joined.
The site is for BDSM M/s and D/s relationships, you can post blogs, pictures,music, chat and so much more but the best part is it is for like minded people who when you look at the poll and read the posts and actually chat with them are on the whole REAL people and not just online players that you find in so many of the sites online.
The site is http://anownedlife.ning.com and it is a mine of information for newbies and more experienced people alike. Please check it out and look forward to seeing you in there, kitten is sure you will enjoy the site

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Kitten had always considered herself a sexual person, but over the years, as life took over her journey her sex drive seemed to wan off, she was not bothered about sex, when she was told to do something she did it but very rarely did she get the ‘urge’ to ask for something, to ask to cum or play, she was getting to the stage she was content to watch him play with his others or indeed, not watch as the relationship broke down more and more but now she has a problem !

Master has a body to die for and He loves being naked, nothing wrong with that kitten knows but damn it makes for some uncomfortable thoughts in her head ! kitten is a slave and as such it is not her place to initiate sex or touch without permission, either herself or Master and when kitten sees Master naked it is so very hard to keep her mind on tasks or chores she is supposed to be doing.

Master knows that kitten loves the paddle/crop/switch and the marks on her body prove that He loves it as well, but omg kitten is insatiable where He is concerned and is almost catatonic at times when He pleases her. The ability to please Master with her mouth, pussy, ass is something kitten loves * for so many reasons some of which are really selfish !! and as time moves on kitten is finding that Master is awakening the parts of her she thought were dead and forgotten.

Kitten is once more becoming the person she was, but this time a new and improved version, one who is allowed to have likes and dislikes, thoughts and feeling, who is allowed to be sensual and sexual, now al kitten needs is for Master to realise that cuddles and pillows are really not that sexy and she will be in heaven !!!

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There are many who like BDSM, they love being owned and having a Master/Dom controlling them, to what extent is something that will have been decided before they travel to much down the path of their life, but what is BDSM ? What does it mean to different people ?


Bdsm is different for everyone, what it means, what parts they like/loathe, what they consider normal in their lives, or even in their sex lives, it means so many things that there is no way to say BDSM is …………………..


To kitten BDSM is many things but for her it is mainly sexual, the M/s relationship she is in is made up of many things, and BDSM is just one part of it, she is more into the control aspect of the M/s relationship, where Master has total control over what she does, where she goes, what she is or is not allowed to do, that type of thing, but that is not to say kitten is not allowed an opinion, she is and there are times Master will listen and understand what kitten is trying to say, but as with all things in the M/s life, it will be Masters choice in the end no matter what kittens wishes are.


To kitten the parts of BDSM she loves are amongst the obvious, she likes to be tied and bound, the reasons are many but the feelings she gets from being restrained are countless, the feeling of complete surrender, of having no choice in what ever happens next, of feeling safe and secure * which she knows sounds stupid as she is helpless and unable to actually resist * but the security comes from having complete trust and faith in your Master and knowing that He would never harm you.


Kitten also likes the paddle, being spanked for pleasure is something not everyone likes but if it is a common bond between your Master and you then the play times and even the non play times are fun, walking across a room could result in a swat on the ass, and this can lead to nothing apart from a bond between Master and slave, and that is fine as well, not all contact has to end up being sexual, it can be a swat, a play, a reminder as you walk past, anything really


Pillows are something else that kitten likes.  She is one who enjoys the soft comfort against her skin.  The feeling of being wrapped in them so secure is indescribable.  Kitten craves for the day when Master will tie pillows all over her so that kitten cannot be hurt no matter what happens.  Security is something that M/s offers to kitten and nothing shows it more than kittens love for pillows.


Another thing kitten likes is being blindfolded, again, this is something that requires complete trust, you are in effect allowing another person to dictate to you while you are helpless to know what is going to happen next, and that is something that a slave can only do if they are really certain of their Master.


So now you you know a bit more about what kitten likes about BDSM and M/s, what does it mean to you ?

Part of this post was added to, give you all two guesses which part and by who !! As kitten said being owned by an inventive Master certainly keeps her on her toes !!

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When kitten first booked her ticket to move to Master it seems as if the time would never get here, she had already been through so much jealousy and trouble before she even booked the ticket, she had been warned away by others who thought they were helping some have a one to one relationship with Master, something they really had no idea of as Master is poly, if it was not kitten it would be another, Master is a poly Master, He does not want a one on one and that some cannot accept, this is not a boyfriend/girlfriend type of relationship and never will be.

That said the time to leave draws closer, and with that comes the stupidity that kitten has come to accept, she knows there are many that will never accept her being with Him but that is something they will have to get used to, she is going to be Masters kitten 24/7 and she has got to the stage she wants no interaction with others and their childish games. Kitten is writing this with the knowledge that it will be read, and she knows it will strike feelings of anger and bitterness in some but that is not kittens problem any more, having always been upfront with Master she has nothing to hide, she has not lied and tried to cover things up and she has not played games, kittens words and what she thinks and feels are always open for others to read, she does not feel the need to be secretive about them, By leaving her blogs open kitten has also left herself open for comments and nastyness from others but that is something kitten had come to expect, and lol she loves it when people run true to form.

Kitten is leaving soon and then she will be able to serve her Master as she needs to, others opinions and fears are not her concern any more, that is their problem, and one they need to deal with. Reading this kitten sounds hard and cold, she isn’t really, she is just fed up trying to please others, fed up always being the one to say sorry and she is fed up with always having to fight or defend herself, Master accepted kittens submission, He wants kitten there 24/7 to live with Him and what Master wants kitten will do all in her power to give Him

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kitten will be leaving in less than 40 days to be with Master, and she knows she has to get her mind into finally being r/t once more, online has its advantages, kitten can be cheeky and know Master can’t punish her * hell if punishments meant paddles thats fine, but with Master kittens punishments are blinking more pillows and cuddles *

Any way, searching some of kittens favorite posts from other people she came across this one again, and she is trying hard to learn it, well ok thats a fib, she is laughing at it and wondering if she can get away with adding pink hearts to fluffy? wonder if it will be noticed ?

my Lesson In Chalk

::she sighs deeply grumbling under her breath something about
feelinglikeimbackinschoolhavingtowriteonchalkboard
as she begins to mark on the blackboard with her chalk::

i will not grope Master in public

i will not splash chocolate puddin’ on Master

i will not climb onto Master’s lap while i am soaking wet

i will not hold up the line in the grocery store while explaining why i wear a bracelet that says slave

i will not plan when to paint my toenails a different color while receiving a spanking

i will not hide Master’s crop

i will not call out our safe word when Master is driving too fast

i can not ground Master

i will resist my urge to duct tape newbies that want punishment

i will not giggle when Master gives His ’serious’ look

i will not send the newbies out to collect trolls for the weekly auction

i will not wear granny panties tho they are much more comfy

i will not roll my eyes behind Master’s back

i will not eat all of Master’s chocolate and strawberries

i will not paint the bondage table pink

i will not suggest punishments for others

i will not ping m & m’s at Master then look around all innocent and chit

i will not put on a extra big tee-shirt and sweats when Master is expecting company

i will not pull all the feathers out of Master’s tickler

i will not poke holes in Master’s inflatable toys

i will not hide the batteries for Master’s violet wand

i will not paint pretty flowers on Master’s whip and flogger handles

i will not give the kids Master’s bondage ropes to play jump rope with

Master is always right

i will not call Master dumplin or sugar plum

i will not use the cross to hang clothes to dry

i will not tie Master’s shoe laces together while draped over His lap for a spanking

i will not use the nipple clamps to hang clothes on the line

i will not hang ‘i’m subbie, spank me’ signs on newbies backs

i will not practice my rope tieing skills with Master’s bondage ropes and put them up with the knots still in

i will not give Master ‘zerberts’ when He is lecturing me

i will not super glue Master’s nipple clamps together
and last but not least …

i will not tear pages out of Master’s ‘1001 Ways To Dom’ book and hide them

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Erotic Humiliation
There is something about being called a slut or a whore, being made to kneel at His feet, being used as a toy for His pleasure only that is so erotic, its something kitten loves and thankfully so does Master.

There are many books on the market describing this, but kitten has just finished reading one which to her seems to capture all the important parts of this act, to humiliate someone is something many people do on a daily basis but to humiliate someone within the BDSM life is not abuse, it is erotic play and in kittens opinion its great.

Picture the scene, a slave on her knees, her Master thrusting into her while all the time He is calling her names, telling her how bad a fuck she is, how she is worthless and He is only using her as there is not one else around at that time, mmmm such a turn on to hear Him telling kitten how useless she is, how worthless, and the thing to remember is, this is in a scene, afterwards Master does not call kitten them names, she is not worthless and W/we B/both know this.

This is a great book and one kitten really reccomends

http://www.anownedlife.com/products/erotichumiliation.html

Kitten loves the paddle, whether she is good or bad, she enjoys to be spanked * ok as a punishment it leaves something to be desired but kitten not complaining * however kitten has now finally come to realise the hr Master is a tease, without a doubt and with no other word for Him, He loves to tease kitten !

Kitten was told last night that Master was counting how many paddles He is going to give kitten, great she thought, her face lighting up, however He then added …….. “ in 4.5 years “ kitten was WTH !!!!! 4.5 years, that is 1626 days,39025 hours,2341440 minutes !!!!

Now heres the thing, if kitten doesn’t get spanked, then will her ass be too soft for the paddles, omg can you imagine, kitten and no paddle, thats like coffee with no water, or yin with no yan, its not normal at all.

So now kitten is on her best behaviour * well as best as kitten can get * she wants to prove to Master she can be an angel and she does deserve to be treated, you can keep the cuddles and the kisses, they are something kitten does not like at all, give her a paddle and watch her smile * and moan and groan and wriggle, lol watch kitten purrrrr *

So if kitten is bad then she will accept she deserves a cuddle and a kiss * nope* but if she is good * as she is always * then she deserves a paddle

Guess this goes to show, one slaves pleasure is another slaves pain, and it seems Master wants to teach kitten the finer arts of kissing and cuddling, kitten was at one stage trying to suggest trades, but for some reason * ok for a lot of reasons * kitten soon discovered that rrading with Master is not a good idea, lol not at all !! Master is as quick as a flash when it comes to that type of thing and kitten ended up getting in such a pickle she was not sure if she was sitting down or standing up,

So now we wait and see, the only thing kitten can do is hope that Master forgets, and if she keeps changing the subject then it might just work, pillows, kissing and cuddling ? hhhhmmmm not really kittens thing, she has little experience with them and knows she is no good at them so she tends to keep away from things she cannot do, so fingers crossed Master forgets